So, as we all know waiting for a kidney is no fun. I've had two fistula surgeries and thankfully the second one is still humming along. Dialysis starts in January and I'm not nervous about the sessions...I'm nervous about the side effects...i've heard people get migraines, are starving, low blood pressure, pass out and I even heard that you can possibly shit yourself....doesn't all that sound fabulous!?!?!?! Ugh!!!!! I don't want to be starving and I certainly do not want to crap my pants!!!
Our adventure have been pretty stale lately since we're poor and I need a freaking kidney. Hiking is a no go since climbing the stairs feels like I ran a marathon! We do mini trips...our love of the blue ridge parkway can't be stopped by a little kidney.
Going back to that being poor thing...why does EVERYTHING cost money? Want to lose weight? Healthy food costs more than all that delicious cruddy nutrition-less food. What to spend time with your love? The park?!?! No one wants to go to the park...coffee?? $$$...everything costs money! And if your like me it seriously annoys me when people say they have "no money" but then go buy cigarettes/wine/lunch...when I say I have "no money" you can be sure that my bank account probably starts with $-!! Lol. There's a chance, if I'm lucky it might start with $0.!
So, like I said "cut the crap"! No shitting of the pants after/during dialysis and please if your broke...you better actually be broke!!
Much love...
Me
